i havnt posted in about 15 years

im watchin the creek so i guess lifes pretty good. drinkin some beers. new years eve is in 2 days. i want to know how in the college seasons of the creek they can always drink beer. the GOOD thing about it is that when they drink it doesnt always mean something is really really wrong with them, theyre having a good time. but they drink a lot of underage beer. and jack osborne is in this episode? what? it was brief but still... well thats just silly.

anyway... ive decided im going to wear andrew down and make him meet me in greece. ive looked up on it and decided there is no where id rather go. it obviously wouldnt be until like the summer so it would be beautiful. and it is, it is sooo beautiful. andrew suggested meeting in turkey in an email, which is pretty damn close to greece. one little country away. and where i want to go in greece is on the eastern side. its goin down. athens is pretty close to the coast and we could stay in cheap hostels around the area and take a boat out to one of the islands and go in the caves. it would be amazing. by that time my finances will be in order so i can screw them all up again, it sounds like a great plan to me.

what else... new years.. well i was looking at this amazing party at the "fillmore " (state theather thppp) and it looked sooo good. there were like performance artists and a dj and balloons and confetti drop at the new year. i think it would be amazing. they had a shuttle to the hotel we would stay at so no one would drive. BUT me and christina are the only ones who could do that and it would be admittedly a little lame with just 2 people.... sooooo its just us two at my house i think. maybe a little us 12 but i think id almost rather stay in. i dont know that wed dance if it was just us 2. but anyway shes got a j-dawg and were gunna mix champagne with orange juice and drink the shit out of it and have out own dance party, probably in the nude. thats all i need to do.

ive been kinda crazy on the work out train. its good. i worked out for like over 2 hours today. that sounds crazy but i guess its really not. im hoping by summer ill lose enough weight to look not awful in a bathing suit..? im not saying great, just not awful. im hoping i can keep up with it. its really not hard to do, its just making the time and actually doing it. i havnt really changed my eating patterns. which i should. but this is a shitty time of year to diet. holidays and binge drinking. its whats happening.

umm sponge. sponge was great. it was a really great night. its funny.... well last time we saw sponge we were so worried wed be late because it started at 8 and we got there at like 8:15 or something... and sponge didnt go on until midnight... well dont worry.. doors were at 7 and the place was in mount clemins and we had a horrible time finding it.... and they played at 12:15. sooo many shitty bands before. but it was really nice. it was me, xtina, sam, and amber. amber fits right in our little group and i love it. we talked and got trashed. there was this delicious popcorn we kept sneaking and we kept laughing cuz we thought we werent supposed to eat it but... we were drunk and i think it was communal. sooo sponge came on at 12 and it was great. singerman made the eyes with xtina but she didnt persue it. i was mad. i think she could have at least made out a little. near the end people go to go onstage so we did and we all danced. we partied. the bass player hit on sam. sponge loves us. not me though, i was a skeeze. but soon ill be basically angelina jolie. look out. its comin.

xmas was good. the day before we ate a lot of shrimp and it was really good. i got some movies. the pineapple express makes me feel magic in my pants. everything they say in that movie is golden. i got a chris moore book. i got a lot of makeup. theres this thing that has like 10 different mascaras from sephora and i really like it. theres some really good ones. i had to go to my aunts house and listen to one of them talk for like an hour about her kids.

dawson and joey are about to have sex for the first time.

i watched this movie with brittany murphy (andrew are you up on your gossip? shes dead if your not. clueless is probably going to feel tainted now) and it was a really bad horror movie, but in a good way i guess. i jumped a lot and i didnt know what was happening most of the time.

theres so much i wanna see in the theaters! sherlock holmes?! nine?! up in the air?! its complicated?! (like you would ever) crystal if you saw all of them im gunna kill you in your sleep.

umm is that all i have to say about life?? probably. ill probably update in like 5 months or something.

im in the downstairs computer room and a cat is pooping

today was day one at the gym. im feeling good about it as of now! so yayyyy! i did the eliptical for an hour. their eliptical is a lot harder than mine was! which is a good thing. i feel the burn! I didnt mess around with weights today, i dont really know how most of them work and i dont want to be the idiot girl trying to figure out the machines.... SOOO tomorrow allison and I are going together and she knows about a lot of the machines so shell help me not look like such an idiot. well i kinda did that today because i left my makeup on and i worked out and i came home and i had black shit all over my face. i hope people noticed. i thought this boy was checking me out ( he was rock n roll, and i was wearin my dresden dolls tank top, dont worry) but as it turns out... no i just had raccoon eyes. but its ok. im gunna be hot soon. my parents both offered me beer today and i said no both times! im not gunna totally stop drinking, im thinking like one day a week or something? if i totally cut myself off from everything i love then i wont get anything done. my plan for now is to like.. eat oatmeal or cereal for breakfast, like the real serving size. and go about the rest of my eating day as normal. i think thats doable. because i always eat really horrible things when i first get up. so cutting out one bad meal a day is good. i want to lose 2 dress sizes by sams wedding and i wanna take home a hot boy (ms!) to bone. thats the plan.

anything else? i dont think so. i think i updated yesterday! well today was crystal day. i bought presents for people. it all felt kind of lame though, it was like practical stuff. i got my sister pillows and my mom tv trays. boring. my dad wants a birdhouse. i have to do that online i guess, i looked today and it was a no go. it was windy as hell and really cold so we called it an early day. it was fairly productive though. now i just have to buy stuff for my grandmother and that birdhouse. no big. i dont know what my grandma wants. thats annoying. shes not going to get me anything good. she doesnt have money but i wish she just wouldnt get me anything so i didnt have to get her anything. im a jerk. but i dont care i guess. there arent very good movies out. im waitin for sherlock holmes i guess. i wanna see the princess and the frog! i want to see the princess and the frog... stoned! i think that would be great. i watched the little mermaid stoned once and it made everything so much more intense, like when shes singing at the end of part of your world on the rock and the water splashes up behind her.. intense. anyway, i think it looks good. i miss the old disney movies about princesses.

my parents are in the kitchen discussing kellys emotional problems. lets see if they say anything good. not really. nothing too interesting.

i had sweet potato pie for the first time in my life earlier today! it was actually really good! it was basically like pumpkin pie except a little mellowed out..? i dunno i like it.

i know this sounds really lame... but the goo goo dolls are playing mgm on new years eve and i kind of think that would be really fun. its like $50 though. but ive never been out somewhere celebrating the new year. and i like the goo. they have a lot of singles. and i dont care what anyone says, iris is magical! i love it! it will never get old! haha the verve pipe is coming soon too. i would also like to do that. we were only freshman!!! if its cheap maybe ill try to talk someone into it. i dont know. i want to watch bands. i love it. xtina and i are stalking spongeman on the 26th though so theres that. i hope they bone. id be excited about it.

its snowing a little now. nothing has stuck though. i want it to stick for a little while. then ill be over it but it sounds nice for now. at work, were plotting to built a giant snow peenie right behind kujos car. so she couldnt pull out. hahahahaha it wont happen but i think it would be a good time.

well....

its been a hot minute since ive updated. i feel like a lot has happened!! ill try to make this not too long. i tried to update a few days ago and i moved my computer the wrong way and it crashed. it does that.

I guess ill start with a week ago! On monnnday, ms xtina and i went to frankenmuth. We spent like 3 hours in bronners and i wanted everything there BUT as it turns out, each ornament is $8-$20... so i only got two. ones cute, it says peace love and rock n roll on it with a little guitar. the other one is clearly a mug of beer with glittery foam spilling from the top. THEN we went to.. gah i cant even think of what its called! bavarian inn, thats it!! it was an eating experience, haha. it was really good. they bring out like 8 different side dishes and we drank beer and ate chicken. ive never eaten there before so it was fun. then downstairs there were fun little shops. i bought my mom monty python beer, because that exists.

later on that night we went to the bar and there was this boy there who used to have a crush on me in high school and his friend bought us lots of beer. xtina was convinced we are soulmates, but i was convinced he is white trash because he has a pregnant girlfriend and a giant cross tattoo on his arm that says rip somebody. buttt it was still fun.

What else happened this week? i was really excited, this boy i was friends with all through elementary school friended me on facebook. I went over his house all the time, he lived across the street but he moved in 6th grade, havnt really seen him since. He got a little cute but im not sure if hes really trashy or not. he has really bad spelling. ANNND he sent me a little facebook im thing but i didnt notice it until he was offline, so i sent him a message but it was like a week ago and he hasnt responded!! his info says hes a republican with an !, so maybe he saw how silly i am and decided hes against it?? or maybe he just hasnt gotten around to it and im silly, who knows.

ummm the rest of this week was pretty boring. kujo was crazy, of course. we decided on sunday to just like... never go in the back and be on everything so she had nothing to bitch about. but of course she found something, she was mad because we all tolerate her but no one really likes her. i just want to punch her. its work, we dont have to be friends. heather is the person she tells everything too, and heather then tells us everything... so i like it

i joined anytime fitness today with allison! i need to lose weight. i feel like i just keep getting fatter. its annoying. but i do feel inspired. i think i can eat better, i really do. alcohols kind of an issue.. but i feel like if i drink like once a week, thats not a big deal. i dont know. im just sick of bein big, ive never been small! and it sucks! i wanna dress slutty sometimes! soooo im gunna do my best. my plan is two go down 2 sizes by sams wedding, thats 6 months. i think its do-able.
i feel good about it. its a cute gym. i hated working out at the rec because i always saw people i knew and you have to look all nasty walking through a lobby all the way to the back. and here you just go in and its all there. its small and i like it. its open 24 hours too, so i really have no excuse. so there that is!!!

anything else?? probably nothing worth mentioning. tomorrow is crystal day. do you wanna see brothers?? i do but i somehow feel like its a no go! well talk! probably before you read this! oh well. i guess i need to eat better when we eat out? feck. ima pull out the stops. ok im done typing.