Guess whos camera is broken?? MINE!! BUT i posted some pickies from the webcam! yayyy!! I went to the renaissance festival with allicon today andi got my face painted super cool AND i made a rainbow wax hand! yeah dont worry its doing rock n roll fingers. it looks a lot cooler in person!! ANNNYWAY the ol ren fest was better this year than last year, no one tried to lock anyone in jail and OO i bought rasberry cheesecake mix, its really good. im pretty excited about it.

APRILS WEDDING!!! It was really fun! April looked sooo pretty! ill post pics on my facebook/myspace yadiyada. We danced silly. It was all oldies music, i tried to request billy idol and he said it wasnt wedding music. LAME. if i evvvvvvvvver get married it will be the coolest wedding ever. ill only play marilyn manson. thatll be it. i feel like ishould have more to say about it.. maybe ill think of something later. it was a wedding, i dont feel like anything crazy exciting happened. i wasnt even very drunk, and it was an OPEN BAR! gahh i feel like i drank sooo much but like the drinks just kept getting more watered down. i think they thought i was a lush so they watered them down but then i wasnt getting anything good for like the last 2 hours? who knows! it was sad! either way xtina and i went to the bar after and got a lot sillier and then had a pottery party and we danced to soul asylum in the nude. at like 3:30am she went to bed and i thought it was a good idea to order the new jason on demand (which dont worry, it costs money on my tv) and then i watched it for about 15 minutes and went to bed

Ummm i have a stupid doctor apointment tomorrow so they can tell me i have a bladder infection. i hope thats it, i just want it to go away. i tried to work out a few days ago and my vag was so irritated i had to stop. i was in the zone! dangit!!

What else?? I wanna do something fun for my b-day!! like really fun! i dont know what for sure. me and christina were discussing going to the rock n roll hall of fame and finding a hotel by like a bar or something and getting silly. i dont know. i wanna go somewhere. i dont think ill be able to do anything on my actual birthday, its a sunday lammmmme. i think im still gunna take the day off though and just fart around i guess. For once in my life my motha asked what i wanted and i didnt know! well thats a lie, i told her to send me on a cruise but as it turns out thats too much sooo im at a loss. i think my sisters probably making me soap.

im out of mary jane and im just not very happy about it. i dont even know what to do with myself right now! maybe its good i dont have any. but i do love it. last night i was out also and i scraped the resin out of my bongy and smoked it. thats where im at in life.

xtina is applying to grad school at wayne state. shes supposed to be my still living at home and not really doing anything buddy. im starting to feel really lame but im at a loss of what to do. its frustrating. i genuinely dont have any motivation or ambition right now. like none. i just want to have a good time. im going into downer mode and im over it.

im covered in glitter. like 3 people at the fessstival threw glitter on me. it makes me a better person. i was watching e news and it said there would be a heathers tv show?? i dont think that would go well.