i dont have any pot.

Remember when Roseanne's mom came out of the closet? I havent watched roseanne in quite some time but its the later ones after they won the lottery and her moms a lesbian, darlene has a baby, and they are all rich. Its a little out of hand. And remember the last episode? Roseanne has the worst last episode of any show in the entire world. but i still love it. in the episode right now, this guy wants to make a movie about their story.

moosie is my darling. i hate that i became a cat lady. my hands are always covered in scratches now because i let her eat them and scratch them. she loves to do that. fuck.

i dont really have anything good to say. Its like 1:30 and i dont want to go to bed. and as the title indicates, i dont have any pot. its a sad way to live.

my mom hates erik because he never thanks her for anything. hes a dick. i said that hes a jerk in front of her and she agreed. my relationship with my sister has suffered more than one may have suspected. i dont know what to make of it. i literally feel disgusted when she walks into the room. i dont know that i care. it might be ok one day but i think i big part of the problem is that she comes with erik. and he smells. he had a waft of stink come off him the other day. it had a 10ft radius. I think it was 2 days ago i was watching tv in the living room and erik and her walked in and started having a conversation that started where he insinuated they should bang, then she asked if they were going to church and then bingo sunday and he didnt want to go to bingo but she was trying to guilt him into it. yep you heard it my sister is officially 80, if you didnt know that already. but anyway, the point to this was that they are really inconsiderate and dont care if they talk over what you are watching about things you dont want to hear. so i said "did you guys know that its rude to walk into a room and have a conversation when someones watching tv?" and they left. not that i was watching anything good.. but seriously who does that when there are other empty rooms to talk in? fucking rude people do that. really, youre going to talk about boning in front of me? really? not something i want to think about!

i wonder if they are annoyed with me as i am with them. im sure erik is. im not very nice to him. but hes just such an idiot. he doesnt understand sarcasm. really neither of them do. they just defend the other point and you have to say that you were kidding. i really do just avoid them most of the time.. but i still have to see them sometimes. i have noticed they dont come to my work anymore. thats nice. i think ive burned many a bridge. im really the dick in the situation but maybe they should work on being less irritating. phew im done.