Well! I dont even know where to start! I've been a drunkass. I havnt been online much. Ah my beautiful car. It makes me want to cream myself. I cant even explain what a change it is. The best thing is to like, put in a cd and have it work right away.. and soo much satellite radio is happening to my life. And i have autostart! gahhh its all just so darn great. SO DARN GREAT.
So halloween week came and went. Sad! I feel like a lot of it passed me by.. well thats not entirely true. I did a lot of fun things. No haunted house though... But i have watched SO MANY scary movies. so many. AMC this whole week has been playing nonstop horror movies and ive been watching all of them. I've put a lot of thought into why Freddy, Michael Myers, and Jason are the best movie villians ever. They are a power trio. I know thats really not anything new. Its sort of obvious. But its really evident when you watch new horror movies. I was watching the first halloween and the music is amazing! for reals!! All 3 of those have memorable music! and it builds up the movie! saw doesnt have music, and thats probably why the saw movies arent nearly as good. They play a crappy rock song because its really hardcore. ANNOYING.
I really have been drunk like all week. It's ok, i feel like this is a good week to do that. Tuesday xtina and i watched the biggest loser and we drank out fancy halloween drinks. they were sort of awful but we put them in fancy goblets. we switched to beer and had a crazy naked beatles dance party. It was really fun but I payyyed for it the next day. I tried to have crystal day but i couldnt. i was very ill. i smoked lots of pot so i could eat and slept all day long. by like 9 i was feeling kind of better and kim called so we went to the martini bar and i some how managed to drink more, not a lot though. we sang so much. i sang lightning crashes all by myself. i brought down the house. Me and kim are best friends with the kareoke lady bethany. We hug now. its funny. She said to invite her the next time we go out.
Anyway, thursday was the goth art show. It was sweet! I had a lot of fun. my boyfriend marilyn manson did not make an appearance though. Me and xtina drove seperate and we wore all black. i bought a new slutty shirt, yesss! its a boob shirt! it goes down to my bra line and i didnt wear anything under it. i liked it. i never get hit on but i got hit on kinda bad twice that night. but im getting there. anyway, everyone there was wayyyy more hardcore than i thought they would be. i thought we had to be kind of fancy.. but this was a for real hardcore goth show. there was this girl with these hooks in her neck that were bleeding and they went out into a big metal ring around her neck. and there were so many tophats. and there were taped nipples. i would have dressed crazier had i known. there was a goth granny, she had to have been at least 65. So there was this boy that started chatting me up about art. AHHHRRT. i was looking at something and he walked up and said "do you like this piece? I love how its very simple and the colors..." blah blah blah and i wanted to die. I talked to him for a few minutes but i snuck away when he turned his back and he was my stalker for the rest of the night i guess. So thats fun.
after the art show, it was like 12 so me and christina went to stocks and this boy sat next to us and asked if he could sit with us and talk about music. we let him. one of his front teeth was half broken off, we should have known. we talked for a while and it seemed ok but i guess he got continuingly sleezier (christina had to fill me in, at this point i dont remember a whole lot that was said). i invited him to the nip with us. i talked at length about how to get myself off really loudly. i cant go to the apple for a while. he prollie thought we were gunna bone later. he payed for us but didnt leave a tip so i said we had to leave one and i took the rest of his money. on the ride home he asked if he could stay over my house and that we could all snuggle. i said no and that i live with my parents, it would be wierd. he said hed sneak through a window. i said well, its on the second floor. its really dirty anyway. he kept being really persistant so i was just flat out saying no. he was rustling through xtinas back seat, presumably to steal something. when we let him out, he slammed the door without saying anything.
I was ill on friday again, pulled it together for work. Saturday (last night) was sammies party. It was really fun. we played circle of death and everyone got really silly. we had crazy photo shoots. i kinda farted out early though. i had too much drinking this week. i was bummed, but at like 12:30, my body was done.. i guess its kind of ok cuz i got there at 7, but still! i was ready to go to town. but i couldnt stay. i got really drunk, and then i kinda calmed it down, and i wasnt that drunk anymore but i could tell if i drank more id just feel sick, and i just wanted to go to bed. so im lame. xtina stayed over there until 5. whatevs.
Work all day today. fun fun fun. i felt ok today and it was everyone elses turn to feel like shit. everyone at the wiz had a hangover today.
im out of pottery. i think ima take a break and not get more for a lil bit. im gunna not drink for a lil bit either. i dont feel like im getting anything done. my room is officially disgusting me.
No plans tomorrow and its a beautiful thing. im gunna sleep in and have a cleaning day and im gunna rock out to some fun tunes. I think me and xtina are going to kareoke wednesday. its what we do now. we have a spot. ill try to get some pics. its my favorite place in the world. i dont even need to really drink to sing. like a little, but i dont need to be hammered by any means. ambers bday party is at us12 on saturday. i desperately need to have sex with someone. not that thats related to anything i just said.
would i be lame if i tried to learn guitar again? ive been thinking about it and i feel like id be able to pick up somewhere around where i left off. i think i could still read tabs and im confident i could learn easy songs right off the bat. i just could never strum. but if i practiced...? i dont know, im not a teenager anymore, i feel like id be more patient. i could maybe find a cheapie?
xtina and i were dangerously close to booking a cruise on thursday. we had the flight looked up wed get and our cabin on the ship picked out, it was going to the bahamas. oh you dont know how bad i want to go... but we ended up doing something sensible and not doing it. i could technically afford it but id have to put us both on my card and she doesnt have the money and shed have to pay me off so my credit card would have a lot on it for a while, and i just bought a car, i really dont need to be going on cruises... but i just want it! im anxious! lol i want to relax. on a beach. in the bahamas. dangit. we thought itd be a lot cheaper but it would have been about a grand each. maybe i can get allison to do it early next year or something? i would feel a lot better about it if it didnt all have to be on my card, but with xtina it kind of has to be and who knows when id get payed back. and she knew that too so thats why we didnt do it.. vegas is freakishly cheap in december/january but it actually gets pretty cold. but you can get hotels on the strip for $25. probably because its cold. BUT we could see cirque de solei! i dunno. i think were gunna do a mini trip in december for her birthday.
Yesterday i carved a marilyn manson pumpkin and a freddy kruger pumpkin.
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